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BLOG: Goodbye StarShine, You'll Always Be A Part of Me

BLOG: Goodbye StarShine, You'll Always Be A Part of Me

Me with the Backstreet Boys in 2008. My first book "Lost In You" was inspired by my love for them and 98 Degrees.

On July 26, 2001, I was a girl fearing my future.  Unsure of who I was and where I was going.  All I knew then was I loved writing and entertainment.  I began StarShine to overcome my fear of interviewing people.  On January 29, 2002, I found myself backstage at an Aaron Carter concert, terrified and beyond excited to be given such an opportunity so early on in my journalistic career.  The day was surreal.  I was hanging out with Aaron and his crew and yet that was only the beginning of my 9 year journey running StarShine Magazine.  From there, it was a whirlwind of Nick Lachey sneaking me into a premiere, smoking a cigar with a Backstreet Boy, having a drink spilled on me by Jesse Bradford, almost being groped by Pretty Ricky and meeting Taylor Swift before anyone knew her.  The question is why would I give up all those fun, sometimes crazy experiences?

Well, in a sense, I’m not giving anything up.  I will still interview and review entertainers right here on sandy-lo.com.  On top of that, I will be writing for www.starrymag.com, a wonderful entertainment website run by the talented Lisa Steinberg.  Follow them at: @StarryMag.  In doing things this way, I free up time for me to focus on my writing career.  Running an entire magazine by yourself is no easy task.

As of January 2, 2011, StarShineMag.com will be nonexistent.  It pains me a little to say that, but it also feels like a relief at the same time.  I’m having one last round of StarShine Music Awards before January.  Also, one of the first people I told about this decision was in fact Aaron Carter.  He and I did our last StarShine interview together last week.  He fully understood my decision and thinks it was a wise move.  We both thought liked the idea of things coming full-circle with him being one of my first big features in StarShine and now he will be one of my last interviews for it.

One day, I’d love to write a book about all of my experiences with StarShine–whether it be fiction or non.  I love you guys!  I want to thank you all for your support throughout the years, and hope it will continue on.

Hugs, Kisses & Stars,

Sandy

2010 StarShine Magazine Music Award Nominees Diversify from new heartthrob Justin Bieber to old ones like Backstreet Boys along with Lady Gaga, 30 Seconds to Mars and Goo Goo Dolls

2010 StarShine Magazine Music Award Nominees Diversify from new heartthrob Justin Bieber to old ones like Backstreet Boys along with Lady Gaga, 30 Seconds to Mars and Goo Goo Dolls

The 8th annual StarShine Music Awards (SMAs) nominees has branched out this year to include more rock-based artists like multi-platinum selling acts 30 Seconds To Mars and Goo Goo Dolls, who go head to head for many awards like Album of the Year and Artist of the Year. Also up for the big honors are tween favorite Justin Bieber and party monster Lady Gaga. Bieber grabs the most nominations with 9, setting a new record for most nominations in a year.

What’s surprising is the Backstreet Boys being acknowledged for 7 categories with their latest, slightly under the radar release, This Is Us. “We choose nominees based on their presence on www.starshinemag.com,” explains founding editor, Sandy Lo. “The Backstreet Boys were at the foundation of StarShine when we began in 2001. It’s great to see now that we have popular, fresh acts like Gaga and Bieber that we still have readers that want BSB and Aaron Carter. We’re lucky to have such loyal readers, and these artists are even luckier to have such loyal fans who want to still see them in our magazine.”
Speaking of Aaron Carter, the now 22-year-old’s recent interview with StarShine, which received the most hits on the site this summer nabbed him 2 nominations for his recent efforts with two new songs available for purchase.

Breakout bands like Semi Precious Weapons and Neon Trees don’t go unnoticed with quite a few nominations split between them. Both bands appeared in StarShine earlier this year leading up to their recent radio and touring success. Other nominees include Landon Pigg, British sensation JLS, YouTube star Alexandra Amor and new Jive Recording artist, Matisse.

Voting will take place beginning November 15th at 12am (12am EST) on www.starshinemag.com, now located as a division of the all new www.sandy-lo.com . Polls will remain open until December 12th (11:59pm EST). Instructions to vote will be posted on the homepage. Winners will be announced in late December.

For a complete list of nominees, see below.
Visit StarShine Magazine: www.StarShineMag.com
For more information on StarShine and the SMAs: sandy@starshinemag.com

2010 STARSHINE MUSIC AWARD NOMINEES

BEST DANCE SONG
Aaron Carter feat. Flo Rida – “Dance With Me”
Alexandra Amor – “Superstar”
Backstreet Boys – “Straight Through My Heart”
Justin Bieber – “Baby”
Lady Gaga – “Bad Romance”
BEST BALLAD
Colbie Caillat – “I Never Told You”
Jeff Timmons – “Always Ends The Same”
Justin Bieber – “U Smile”
Landon Pigg – “Falling In Love At A Coffee Shop”
Tortured – “Haley’s Letter”

BEST ROCK SONG

30 Seconds To Mars – “Kings and Queens”
Goo Goo Dolls – “Home”
Neon Trees – “Animal”
Semi Precious Weapons – “Semi Precious Weapons”
Tortured – “Haley’s Letter”

BEST POP SONG

Alexandra Amor – “Superstar”
Backstreet Boys – “Bigger”
JLS – “Everybody In Love”
Justin Bieber – “Baby”
Lady Gaga feat. Beyonce – “Telephone”

FAVORITE BAND/GROUP

30 Seconds To Mars
Backstreet Boys
Goo Goo Dolls
LMFAO
Semi Precious Weapons

FAVORITE FEMALE ARTIST

Colbie Caillat
Erin McCarley
Lady Gaga
Mandi Leigh
Matisse

FAVORITE MALE ARTIST

Aaron Carter
Jeff Timmons
Justin Bieber
Landon Pigg
Tyler Hilton

BEST LIVE SHOW

30 Seconds To Mars
Backstreet Boys
Justin Bieber
Lady Gaga
Semi Precious Weapons

BEST NEW ARTIST

Ashlyne Huff
JLS
Justin Bieber
Neon Trees
Semi Precious Weapons
BREAKING ARTIST
Alex Roots
Alexandra Amor
Harlem Witness
Matisse
Push Play

BREAKOUT ALBUM

Jeff Timmons – Jeff Timmons (Free Album)
JLS – JLS
Mandi Leigh – BLVD.
Neon Trees – Habits
Semi Precious Weapons – You Love You

SONG OF THE YEAR

30 Seconds To Mars – “Kings and Queens”
Backstreet Boys – “Straight Through My Heart”
Goo Goo Dolls – “Home”
Justin Bieber – “Baby”
Lady Gaga – “Bad Romance”

ALBUM OF THE YEAR

30 Seconds To Mars – This Is War
Backstreet Boys – This Is Us
Goo Goo Dolls – Something For The Rest Of Us
Justin Bieber – My World 2.0
Lady Gaga – The Fame Monster

ARTIST OF THE YEAR

30 Seconds To Mars
Backstreet Boys
Goo Goo Dolls
Justin Bieber
Lady Gaga

Aaron Carter is All About Love

Aaron Carter is All About Love

Aaron Carter is performing at Crash Mansion in NYC on October 17th.  I chatted with him the night before to see what new developments he had up his sleeve.  Although, he didn’t have details on his world tour or album yet, we talked about his fans, his SMA nominations and working with Johnny Wright again.

What’s the hardest part about your comeback?
The hardest part is being true to myself and understanding who you are. There are certain precautionary steps I have to take. It’s not like I have the best image in the world.

What’s the most rewarding part?
Love. The fans. They’re all that really matter to me. They’re completely responsible for everything.

Can you tell us about the show at Crash Mansion in New York?
I’m so excited about it! I’ll be performing music no one’s heard before with a new sound.

You’re doing your own choreography, how difficult is that for you?
I’m a live performer and when the pressure is on, I’m at my best. Dancing with the Stars really helped me get some moves together. I’m developing a new style of dance. I’m still working on my mind, body and soul.

Last time we spoke, we talked about a future album. Are you any closer to that goal?
I’ve started the process, but I want to make sure my music is relevant to me and actually means something to me.

You’re working with Johnny Wright again. How did that come about?
[As a teenager] I went through a lot of bullsh*t. Sorry [laughs]. I was lost. Johnny was there in the very beginning of my career and he was strictly involved in developing me as an artist. I didn’t want to come back out without him.

So you’re nominated for Best Dance Song and Favorite Male Artist in the 2010 StarShine Music Awards.
That’s awesome! StarShine’s been an amazing magazine!

You’re up against the Backstreet Boys.
[Laughs] Oh really? They can let me take home a couple.

You’re also up against Justin Bieber and Lady Gaga.
Wow. I have nothing but respect for Justin Bieber, doing what he’s doing at his age. If I don’t win, I won’t be like “aw, damn”. I’m happy for whoever gets it. They deserve it. I’m just excited to be part of it.

Is there anything you’d like to say to your fans?
I love all my fans dearly—all the fans that read StarShine… The support group I have is amazing. You were there when I really had no one else. I have so much love I wanna give to the world. I won’t ever stop. Till death do we part. Not everything is going to go the way we for see it. We have to adapt or else we’ll be prehistoric and be extinct.

30 Seconds To Mars: "Into The Wild" Tour Photos!

30 Seconds To Mars: "Into The Wild" Tour Photos!

Photo Courtesy of EMI.

Back in April, StarShine brought you a bunch of 30 Seconds To Mars tour coverage including a review of their Philly show with photos and an interview with Shannon Leto.  We know you love this band, so we decided to throw in some new photos from their Atlantic City House of Blues show on September 4, 2010.

With their tour still trucking on, an MTV VMA win for “Best Rock Video” and a bunch of MTV Europe Music Award nominations, 30 Seconds To Mars is at the top of their game.  Their third studio album This Is War has released 3 hit singles and the band will release a deluxe version of the album on November 9th.

Front man Jared Leto performing "Night Of A Hunter".

Shannon Leto performs his composition "L490".

Jared pulls fans on stage to help him perform "Kings and Queens" at the end of the show.

Australian Rockers Violent Soho Talk America, Jared Leto's Health & "Muscle Junkie"

Australian Rockers Violent Soho Talk America, Jared Leto's Health & "Muscle Junkie"

L-R: Michael Richards, Luke Boerdem, James Tidswell, Luke Henery.

Violent Soho is a rock band not from New York or London, but Brisbane, Australia. The band name has nothing to do with their location, but rather a Rancid song called “Ruby Soho”. Though America is just now getting to know the band via various rock shows along with their recent run on 30 Seconds To Mars’ “Into The Wild” tour, Violent Soho have been playing together since 2004.  When StarShine sat down with the band backstage at Atlantic City’s House of Blues, we were able to get an inside glimpse at the struggles of making it as a band from another country.

“It’s near impossible for most bands from Australia to come over to the U.S.,” drummer Michael Richards told us, stating that’s mostly due to Visa complications. “That’s something we always wanted to be able to do. We were lucky enough to get picked up by a label and booking agent over [in America].”  The band’s debut album made their dreams come true by being released worldwide in March 2010. Not only did they get to tour the U.S., but famed producer Gil Norton made the record with them.

Lead singer Luke Boerdem tells us the themes of their self-titled debut album are their shared frustrations about religion and growing up in their town, and their love for the same music.  Violent Soho’s first single, “Jesus Stole My Girlfriend” reached #21 on the U.S. Alternative charts. With their second single “Muscle Junkie”, the band is hoping the video will take off. “We wanted to give the opportunity to put people in a video who normally don’t get asked to be in videos,” explains guitarist James Tidswell. “Instead of Britney look-a-likes having no clothes on, we wanted to have normal people and celebrate being normal and hating on people who strive for perfection in the looks department just to be in some sh*tty music video.”

The band feels fortunate to have had the opportunity to tour with 30 Seconds To Mars, who is one of the big names in rock music right now. StarShine wondered if Violent

Violent Soho performing live at the House of Blues in Atlantic City on September 4, 2010.

Soho received any good advice from Jared and the boys. “To preserve your looks,” James began. “Eat really good food and ride your bicycle after a show,” he laughed as the band discussed how Jared Leto stays in such great shape. “And don’t drink,” Boerdem added.

“Jared does an hour and a half show every night and then rides his bike an hour a day,” Michael says. “We do a half hour show and then we’re f*cked,” James then laughed.

Aside from Jared Leto’s healthy lifestyle, Violent Soho explained how it was just inspiring to see how far 30 Seconds To Mars has come. “They explained to us how they’ve been together since 1997. It’s good for us to see how long it takes to get where they are. In Australia, it happens a lot quicker or it’s not going to happen. It just goes to show you that you can do it,” James said positively.

In the future, Violent Soho would love to tour with some of their favorite bands like Against Me!, Blink-182, Paramore and The Melvins—who the quiet drummer Luke Henery added to the mix. “He’s the punk one,” James teased before he joked that they’d like to tour with Justin Bieber.

We ended our interview with the band by asking our signature question: what song would they dedicate to their fans? Their answer: “Rise Above” by Black Flag. “It’s what we want to inspire in people. Taking what’s given to you and rising above,” explains James.

StarShine was with the band up until they hit the House of Blues stage to a sold-out crowd. Our impression: Violent Soho knows how to mix professionalism, art and a whole lot of fun. They’re fairly mellow before the show and then hit the stage like a thrashing hurricane that’s reminiscent of the ‘90s grunge era. If you like true rock-alternative music without all of the fluff that’s being produced nowadays, go to iTunes and download this Aussie import!

Connect with Violent Soho
Website: www.violentsoho.com
MySpace: www.myspace.com/violentsoho
Facebook: www.facebook.com/violentsoho
Twitter: www.twitter.com/violentsoho
YouTube: www.youtube.com/violentsoho

Mandi Leigh Releases Debut Album “BLVD.”

Mandi Leigh Releases Debut Album “BLVD.”

It’s been a long time coming for Mandi Leigh’s debut album BLVD. After years of recording, performing and trying to get a record label, she had let go of the idea of signing a deal. And then it happened. NVE Records came along and presented Mandi with the deal she always wanted. “They believed in my project before it was even a project,” she says gratefully.

Throughout the years in the industry, Mandi explored different genres of music. Although her musical inspirations were R&B influenced, unfortunately she was categorized as simply a pop artist. Mandi went on to work on music for movie and TV soundtracks which led her into a more pop/rock direction. “It wasn’t me,” she says. When she signed with NVE, which is an all hip-hop label except for herself, she decided to lose the uptempo-rock songs and go for something truer to her R&B love.

Mandi had a hand at writing all the tracks on BLVD. except for “Girls Out”, which rapper Med Schola wrote and is also featured on the track. “She’s Missy Elliot in a 15-year-old’s body,” Mandi says.

Unlike most people today, Mandi surprisingly wasn’t a fan of Michael Jackson’s growing up. She loved Janet Jackson instead. However, later on, she came to appreciate him as an artist, which inspired her to write “Shadow Dancer”—a tribute to Jackson.

The song that’s most personal and one of Mandi’s favorite on her debut album is “Home Suite Home”. “I always knew I would write a song about being homesick,” she says, explaining that being on the road takes its toll on you. That doesn’t stop her from wanting to tour, though. She hopes to go overseas to military bases and perform. In November, she’s doing a show in Hollywood for the families of deployed military.

“Onederful” is another one of Mandi’s personal favorites on the album. “I like the wordplay of it. I hope it inspires other girls to go out to Hollywood to chase the dream,” she explains.

While chasing her own dream, Mandi has had the opportunity to perform at various events. Her most memorable experience was while she was doing a few shows in St. Thomas . A family with two young girls came to every show. “They would dance the whole time,” Mandi tells us. “The girls, who were four and five wanted to do what I did when they grow up and wanted to be just like me,” she gushed and said she was extremely flattered.

We asked Mandi if she could dedicate any song in the world to her fans, which song would she pick and why. She chose “Just The Way You Are” by Bruno Mars. “Just listening to that song makes me happy and I totally believe that everyone is beautiful just the way they are.”

Aside from promoting her album and single “Hotter Than Fire”, Mandi is also working on a fiction novel about a pop star and the cattiness of Hollywood called “The Cat Club”.

You can find out more about Mandi Leigh at: www.mandileigh.com and buy BLVD. on iTunes!

BLOG: Change is the only thing that's Constant.

BLOG: Change is the only thing that's Constant.

Hey guys!  I figured you don’t always get an insight inside of my life aside from my status posts on Facebook and Twitter.  I want to start blogging more regularly, this way I can update you on my progress with my novels and you have something to read from me in between.  Here it goes…

With every year that passes, I find myself evoking change.  As a child, I had no say in anything.  I was the youngest of four.  My parents were both close-minded.  I was taught to think everything was “weird” or “crazy”.  I wanted to change it all.  I wanted to change who my father was.  I wanted to change how my mother felt about him.  I wanted to change the fact that my siblings were older and moving on from childhood, because I thought they were moving on from me as well.  I suppose this need and want for change is why I’m so accepting of it now.  In fact, I welcome change while my siblings fear it.

Change is inevitable, though.  Why not embrace it?

The things I have strived for in life are things that were somewhat frowned upon in my family.  My parents wanted me to be practical.  I was never practical.  I always dreamed big.  My mother, God love her, used to call me a modern day hippie.  I’ve always been a free spirit who loved the differences in people and kept an open-mind.

When I began my own magazine at eighteen, it was something no one took seriously.  It was only when I took my dad with me to interview Jessica Simpson, that he realized I was actually doing something productive.  My mother didn’t need me to take her on any interviews to realize how big of a deal it was when I presented the Backstreet Boys an award.  And all I had to say to my brother was, a million people read StarShine Magazine.  Still, one thing mattered to everyone and still matters to them this day…money.

I realize money is a necessity.  So is happiness, though.  Writing and meeting interesting creative talent makes me happy, with or without compensation for it.  One day, I hope to make a living off my books.  I also want to keep working in the entertainment industry.  Maybe not as the editor of StarShine Magazine, but maybe as a publicist or working in some other realm of the industry.

To invoke change, you have to make change.

In 2011, I am making the biggest change of my life.  I’m moving to Nashville, Tennessee.  Why?  There’s not one particularly grand reason, like I have relatives there or friends.  There’s little small, possibly insignificant-sounding reasons.  Like when I was 10-years-old, I saw a movie called “The Thing Called Love” that was about a songwriter from New York who moved to Nashville to make it big.  Or how about the fact that Nasville IS “Music City”?  Maybe because my next novel takes place in Tennessee and I want to see what it’s like to live in the south.  Maybe I want to move out there because I’m tired of New York.  Or maybe because I want to live in a completely new, unknown place and make a life for myself all on my own.  All of these reasons are why I want to move to Nashville.  I could probably find a bunch more, too.

With that change set in motion, I’ve decided I need to re-evaluate my time management.  Juggling a full-time job, a magazine, and writing novels is tough.  Not to mention, trying to get an agent, promoting those novels and finding time for family, friends and sleep–I’m wiped out.  Something has to give.  So, not being able to part with any of those things–I’m condensing them.  I’ve been running StarShine Magazine for 9 years.  That’s a long time.  Without much of a staff, I’m doing just about everything, and it’s exhausting.  Especially when every once in a while, your website gets hacked into or the webmaster decides to stop doing it.  I’ve been through a lot with it.  Plus, I manage 3 Twitter accounts, 3 Facebook pages and 2 MySpace pages.

So, gradually, StarShine will be a section on this website: www.sandy-lo.com.  I will still interview celebrities when I can and post about new music, movies, etc.  But it can no longer be the chunk of my life it once was.  Writing novels has been part of me for longer and has been dying to make its way into the forefront of my life.

I just hope the StarShine readers and artists will understand and support me in my writing career.  I hope you guys will still check out the site and see what I’m up to–I’m sure in Nashville I’ll be interviewing some awesome country stars!

Change is difficult, I know.  Believe me, it took a lot to make this decision.  However, with the decision made, I’m excited for the future and all the doors this will open.

Hugs, Kisses & Stars,

Sandy Lo

StarShine Interviews our Artist to Watch MATISSE!

StarShine Interviews our Artist to Watch MATISSE!

StarShine was able to get some one-on-one time with our 2010 Artist to Watch, Matisse, a couple of weeks ago to find out more about this new Jive recording artist.  Not only has this girl got the look and the sound, but she’s got the personality to boot!  Matisse is easy to talk to and as sweet as can be.

After our interview, she invited us to check out her show at Mega Jam in Medford, NY the weekend after.  Matisse performed like a seasoned pro and had the crowd singing and dancing along in the blistering heat to her single “Better Than Her”.

Now, enough of us rambling on how wonderful she is–find out for yourself in our interview with Matisse!

Sandy Lo (StarShine Magazine): We’ve been introducing you to StarShine readers, but for people who don’t know who you are…In your own words, what would you say sums you up best?

Matisse: Wow, there’s a lot. [laughs] This might take a while. I’ve basically been singing my whole life. I’ve spent half my life in Connecticut and half my life in London. I have a twin sister who I sang with up until two years ago. I come from a very musical family. My father was in bands and as we got older we would go to the pubs and weddings and sing with him. Ever since I’ve been 4-years-old, this is what I’ve known. I can’t see myself doing anything else. So we started writing over in the UK and we finished high school there. We decided we weren’t getting enough of the American sound that we wanted and we moved down to Atlanta where I spent three years working with people like Dallas Austin who discovered TLC and worked with Madonna. And then Tricky Stewart who did “Single Ladies” [by Beyonce]. We had a song on the Step Up 2 soundtrack after signing with Interscope Records in L.A. And we’re over in the UK promoting that, did a video for it, touring, and my sister decides that she doesn’t want to do it anymore. She wants to leave the group and go back to school. She was inspired by Obama and wanted to get an education. [laughs] So I was left on my own, which has actually been the best thing. Things have just fallen into place. It’s been an adjustment, but it’s been good. I actually worked with the same people on this album—Dallas Austin, Tricky Stewart, Ne-Yo. My sound is pop/R&B basically, but my first single “Better Than Her” has a little bit of a dance element, which is kinda strange…

SS: That was written by Kevin Rudolf, right?

Matisse: Yup, mm-hmm. So yeah, now I’m just out there—finally out of the studio. I’m finally doing it after all of these years.

SS: Who are some of your inspirations?

Matisse: Definitely Madonna, Blondie, Whitney Houston, Mariah Carey, Bonnie Rait, Michael Jackson, Prince, Tina Turner—you know, the big ones!

SS: Now where do you see your music fitting in amongst those inspirations?

Matisse: I don’t know—I always say I listen to so many different genres and I think everybody—this generation—does, with i-Pods and everything. So I feel like I have a fusion of everything. I loved Aerosmith and Bon Jovi as a kid and actually even Michael Jackson—with electric guitars—I try to incorporate that into my music. It’s definitely melodic. I feel R&B music the most out of everything. But I don’t know—it’s hard to compare myself to other people out there. I’m just doing music that I feel and trying to stay in my own lane and not compare myself to others.

SS: Have you written any of your own songs yet?

Matisse: I have—with my sister, we wrote everything together. Then when she left, I had never written by myself—we were always a team. The A&R person I was working with had worked with Whitney Houston, Leona Lewis and Jennifer Hudson, so his style was to give songs and I definitely wanted to be a part of it. So it’s been a combination. Like Ne-Yo wrote a couple of songs, Claude Kelly…

SS: It must be cool to get songs from Ne-Yo especially.

Matisse: Definitely! My priority is good songs. If Ne-Yo wants to write me a song, I’ll take it. [laughs]

SS: When is the debut album coming out?

Matisse: Probably fall, I would say. We’re just working on this first single. Akon just got on “Better Than Her”. I thought he was going to do a little part, but it’s really become a duet. He’s got two verses, so I think that’s going to be the new single. We’re just waiting for that to be mixed. So yeah, for the album—hopefully fall.

SS: Now what are you going to be doing leading up to the release? Of course, press…

Matisse: Press. I’ve been doing a lot of shows. Really a lot of radio stuff. Just promoting the single.

SS: Has there been a moment so far in your career that you’ve said “Oh my God, I can’t believe this is happening!”?

Matisse: Um…hearing my song on the radio, of course was definitely a surreal experience. I always heard artists saying “Oh my God, I heard my song on the radio!” I imagined what it would be like. I was in the car with my dad. I never listen to the radio now when I’m in New York unless I’m in the car. It was weird—I almost didn’t even react, like it didn’t seem like me or something! And then definitely having Akon on my song. I’ve loved Akon for so long. When he told me, I thought he would just say like [sings] “Akon!” [laughs] He said he wanted to be on the whole project. So hearing our two voices on the song was definitely a cool thing.

SS: Do you have a favorite song on the album so far?

Matisse: Hmm…I really like “Selfish”, which is one of the Ne-Yo songs. It’s a ballad. I like singing it the most. I’m a ballad girl. It’s a different twist. My whole objective has been to come from a strong perspective as a girl. I feel like there’s a little bit missing—especially for young girls. So even in the ballad—nothing is coming from a victim place. That was the important thing for me—to be empowering. This song—I feel it the most.

SS: Did anyone ever give you a really good piece of advice?

Matisse: I grew up with LuLu—who’s big in the UK. She’s older now. She has just kind of led by example. She’s huge and has been around for years. Everywhere she goes around Europe, everybody knows who she is, but she’s still so thoughtful. I think the key is to not believe your own hype. It’s a job and that’s what I’ve seen in her. She separates her work from her personal life. And I think to realize that we’re all the same. Just because people know you doesn’t make you any better. My sister had open heart surgery and I’d look at the surgeons and think “God, they’re doing amazing things everyday”. They’re the most humble people. They would never be “Well, I’m amazing because I just saved someone’s life”. Whereas sometimes in this business you get people with huge egos, and I think we are not the ones who should have that attitude. They should, but they don’t. So I’m certainly not going to get like that.

SS: And for my last question, if you could dedicate any song in the world to your fans, which song would you choose and why?

Matisse: Oh my God…

SS: That’s my hard-hitting question. [laughs]

Matisse: That is hard. I always loved…”Because You Loved Me”. Like your strength. My voice when I couldn’t speak. Eyes when I couldn’t see…yeah! I think that would be good! Hopefully I’ll have more who will love me as time goes on. [laughs]

Follow Matisse on Twitter: www.twitter.com/matissemusic!

Aaron Carter Talks New Music, Michael Jackson + Struggles in New Interview

Aaron Carter Talks New Music, Michael Jackson + Struggles in New Interview

Back in 2002, StarShine’s coverage of Aaron Carter’s Winter Party tour put our name on the map! When he was a teen, long before Bieber fever was ailing the world, girls were yelling “Oh Aaron!” After management struggles, public family feuds and many growing pains, Aaron is rising out of the ashes from child stardom and into a 22-year-old do-it-himself music artist!

Now, StarShine is here hoping to help put Aaron back on the map! With an upcoming show in New York this month, new music on the verge of dropping, and thousands of Twitter followers—it sounds like Aaron has a nice head start to reclaim his thrown as the Prince of Pop.

Sandy Lo (StarShine Magazine): Hey Aaron, how are you?

Aaron Carter: How are you?

SS: I’m good. Good to talk to ya. First off, I asked some of our readers if they wanted me to ask you anything specific. And of course, they wanted to know if you were really engaged?

AC: Actually, I am NOT engaged. So um, you know, we all go through our ups and downs and our trials and errors. Sometimes going into a relationship—you think it’s going to work and it doesn’t always turn out that way. The important thing, for me, is always to keep moving forward.

SS: Now, you’re finally coming out with new music with a more grown-up sound. What has the experience been like going from a childhood star to becoming a man in the music business?

AC: There’s definitely been a lot of limitations as a child. My parents were very strict. I had to stay on the bus by myself and my dancers had to ride in a different bus. And now that I’m older—I’m a young man—and I love women. I love seeing them there supporting me and it’s just a great feeling. At least they can see that I’m there giving my heart and soul. At the end of the day, music chose me, I didn’t choose music.

SS: When you started out, was a music career something that you truly wanted or that you felt pressured into by your parents, and because you looked up to your big brother and wanted to do it because of him?

AC: Well, exactly. Having a brother who was eight years older than me…My brother would come home from touring when I was five, six, seven and bring all these big bags and stuff like that; it would make me excited. It made me always look up to him pretty much in every way. Do you have a younger sister?

SS: I don’t. I’m the youngest.

AC: You’re the youngest. Well, as the baby—we tend to always look up to our older siblings, especially when it comes to there being three girls and two boys. It makes it difficult—there comes competition.

SS: Oh, definitely. Did you feel that your parents kind of encouraged that competitive nature in your family? I know my father always pitted us against each other.

AC: You know, I never got the inclination that they wanted us to compete, but deep down…There was always competition. 90 percent of our lives revolved around entertainment and it still does. It’s very difficult. Growing up that way, we barely got to see each other. Now as the media and the internet started coming out, it makes it even more difficult. My own family starts to speculate things and I start to speculate things and it makes it difficult to have a relationship when you always have TMZ and you’re always hearing on CNN about something else, and it’s very hard. It takes a lot out of you.

SS: How do you feel your relationship with your parents has evolved? Is it better now?

AC: Well, you know…it’s kind of like relationships. You get older…To me, there’s only certain things you can really focus on. You can focus on your family, but with me it’s a very complicated situation. We grew up with not having anything to all of a sudden becoming millionaires. Then everything changes. It’s just been very difficult.

SS: Over the past few years while you’ve been working on your music, you’ve kind of kept a low profile. Did you feel you needed that time a little bit away from the spotlight?

AC: I definitely needed some down time. I wanted the down time to figure out who I was and if music really did choose me. It seems to be the only thing that is very therapeutic to me and it’s like an unconditional love. Music, for me, treats me very unconditionally and I always find myself going back to it.

SS: I know that you and Michael Jackson were friends and I’m so sorry for your loss as well as the rest of the world’s loss. Have you taken any comfort in reflecting on your relationship with him and knowing he is now at peace?

AC: I kind of have some animosity. I knew Michael personally and we grew up very similar. His death, for some reason, made people realize, but only for a minute—that their negativity in this world is what brings everybody down. It’s a very touchy subject for me. Michael was a very timid person. The world made him timid, but he also felt he had to continue to keep himself out there and show his face because he had all of those fans. He really did love his fans. That was the only thing that kept him going—was his fans and that he wanted to make the world a better place. When he said that, he wanted to help people be more positive and be more caring and giving. It didn’t really happen. People just mourned over the fact that he died instead of realizing what he did. That’s pretty much all I have to say.

SS: Let’s talk about Dancing with the Stars. You made it pretty far and did really well. I’m an avid Dancing with the Stars fan, so… [laughs] What has that experience brought to your life?

AC: It’s brought a lot of patience. It’s brought a lot of discipline, maturity. I learned a lot from Karina [Smirnoff]. She’s an amazing teacher. At the same time, I’m not going to sugarcoat it. I dealt with some very serious problems while that was going on. There was a lot of drama that a lot of people didn’t realize that I had to go through. I guess sometimes that’s the cards that you’re dealt. I was able to do the best that I can and I had a great experience on it. I even watch the show now and I’m so happy everyone has gotten so far. I kind of felt that I could have gone further and I did everything I could. I even watch back [my performances] on YouTube and I’m like man, I just don’t understand. This world has become a popularity contest and that’s not what it’s about for me. It’s about music and being a real entertainer.

SS: I’m sure Dancing with the Stars has brought a connection back to you and your fans, at least I hope. How has your connection remained with your fans over the years?

AC: That’s the one thing that’s keeping me driven. I haven’t stopped at all. I produce, I write, I do my own music and my fans have always been there for me. I have my ups and downs. I try to keep my life a lot more personal. Yes, I have issues with my family and stuff like that. But I want to be someone that shows no matter the obstacles you go through, it’s important to enjoy the life you have and be happy. Instead of dealing with stuff that’s like a circle, it’s important to get out of that circle and keep going forward, you know?

SS: Very well put! In the past, you’ve done some acting. Is that something you’ve thought about getting back into?

AC: Yeah, I mean it definitely depends. To be honest with you, I’m so in love with music that it’s all I want to do. All I want to do is show people what I’m made of and what I’ve become and what I put myself through and what I’ve been through. I don’t want a pity party because I have no regrets. If I regret anything that’s happened in my past, I wouldn’t be where I am today. I wouldn’t have the knowledge I have today. Everything works out, to me, the way it’s supposed to.

SS: So let’s talk about your love—your music. I’m sure you have an album in the works. What can you tell us?

AC: The most important thing is I want it to be real. I want it to feel good. I want people to enjoy listening to it. I want it to bring emotion to them. I want people to realize music gets you through—it’s not always everything, but it gets you through. The opinions of my fans and seeing their comments from not just girls, but guys all over the world telling me that my music has gotten them through so much—I look at it and it’s amazing that I can inspire so many people.

SS: You know, I’ve followed your career for a while and I remember seeing you live for the first time when you were twelve…

AC: [laughs] Those were amazing times. It was like the middle of my learning experience. A lot of people don’t realize, I was performing seven years before that. It’s just my life; it chose me and I miss it so much. I’m going to get it back. I don’t mean to sound arrogant or cocky, but I’m confident. I feel like that’s the way to really achieve your goals in life. That’s a very important message that I tell a lot of people—Be confident within yourself, but still care about other people and consider yourself an equal.

SS: That’s really good advice.

AC: Thank you.

SS: When can we expect the new album to come out?

AC: You know, the business has changed. I’m waiting and still perfecting my craft. I want people to get the best of me. I want to do the best I can until it’s over. I haven’t set a complete direction for what I’m doing. Growing up in the industry having 5 albums, people expect this bubblegum stuff from me and I loved that stuff. I really did have a great time, but now, I want people to see how I’ve grown and who I really am. My album, I want to appeal to everybody. Hopefully I can get it out around 2011. That’s my year and I’ve said that about 2010, 2009, 2008, but everything happens for a reason. You just have to keep moving forward. Sometimes you’re in situations that you don’t need to be in. I’ve dealt with a lot of people. I’ve dealt with Lou Pearlman, one of the biggest crooks in the whole industry. I’ve learned and that’s why I surround myself with people who believe in me and who don’t “yes” me. I love constructive criticism from people with positive energy.

SS: You’re performing at the Crazy Donkey in Farmingdale, New York on July 30th. What can we expect from your live show?

AC: Right now, it’s going to be a track show. It’s going to be me showing people my vocal side. I want them to see my artistic side and the writing I’ve done and the charisma and stage presence—being there for people. Right now, I’m getting back out there slowly to let people know, hey, here I am. When it comes to the big shows, we have crazy concepts and ideas. It’s going to be amazing. It just takes that effort on my part. It’s 20 percent of the effort from everyone else, but 80 percent for me. There have been times where I haven’t put it all in. But now is my time. It’s not my time for any other reason than it’s what I love to do. We have a lot of great plans coming up and some big news that I can’t talk about right now, but there’s some big stuff going on.

SS: I’m excited to hear about it—I saw you posted it on Twitter. Thanks for following us, by the way! [laughs]

AC: You’re welcome!

SS: I really look forward to seeing you at the show.

AC: I can’t wait to see you there and it’s going to be amazing. I appreciate everything you’re doing. Thank you very much!

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